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These Hands
thirty years. limited edition.
About the Book
These Hands is a hybrid memoir published in 2025 by In The Gray Studios. It is thirty years of living — told in fragments, in narrative, in the gaps between what happened and what was said about it.
The work moves between form and silence. Survival. Service. The slow, uneven work of reclaiming a life after it's been handed to institutions that had no interest in giving it back.
These Hands is also the source material for the Dis/ordered feature film trilogy. The story that became a film began here — on the page, in N.A. Grayson's own hand.
30
Copies · Limited edition
2025
Published
Memoir
Hybrid form · Nonfiction
"The story that became a film began here — on the page, in N.A. Grayson's own hand."
Availability
These Hands is a limited edition of 30 copies. Purchase inquiries can be sent directly to the studio. Each copy is the real thing — not a print run, not a reprint.
The Connection to Dis/ordered
The Dis/ordered trilogy is adapted directly from These Hands. The memoir is where N.A. Grayson's story lives in its most essential, most unmediated form. The trilogy brings it to screen — but the source is this.